it has no bias yet, that calcified and narrowed view comes with age, but
the ability to discern different stimulus is inherent to our
predicament… no genius am i, but these naturally occurring strains of
thought hit me with an uncanny sense of realism, while at the same time
revealing the illusory presence only thoughts seem to evoke… the child
within me craves to make sense of the chaos, but the adult has become
placid and unconcerned with affairs of the practical, imagination
becomes that double-edged s-word that strikes with bizarre contemplative
certainty… the animal instinct wishes to defy the trained impulse to
obey the authority overwhelming us, ‘move fast and think simple’ it
says, like a voice inside of our heads… the punishment always seems
self-inflicted before they become concrete realities for any of us
alone, held behind bars for the obstruction of a justice too small to
perceive easily, and we are left in the dark until the charges hit like a
brick… the flashy badge-wearing cunts and dicks all make it absolutely
known that they carry the authority on their own shoulders, they are the
representatives of a compassionless and internally-corrupted
institution which chooses to beat the influences down pulp-like to feed
the soil, and the blood shed means nothing but criminal sport for those
who can get away with it… the entity ‘control’ has two aspects when it
comes to human intervention, the demonic and the discipline, and one
constricts life while the other releases it respectively… with forces
like these, you need a healthy respect to keep the negative effects at
an arm’s length away, but courage always relies on the fear of risk to
push boundaries further… the cannibal culture denies what it doesn’t
like, and chooses to eat whole the concepts it can’t digest properly,
the two-dimensional view of the ouroboros from above and outside… it
will always look like the devouring spirit from there, but from the
space outside of time, it appears as the spiral or maybe as the double
helix of some genetic gradient of particles…
