18.1.11

In giving up.

ages have passed since we came to understand anything true that was not just some other regurgitation, a “new” tangent on which so much without necessity rests, and frail board breaks as there are more to walk the plank overboard and off the ship… the tripping off the short pier mode of awareness, i see… where are the pirates and radicals i thought were real and valid, visceral things?… the mad little experimental souls that wield wisdom at the end of their spears?… the true natives of this laughter inherited by the mindless massive pull which the public displays like the bloody huge penis, bloated and warped by the swelling inside of its loins, and the pants too tight to fit quite right somehow… the countenance of the missive-brained individual i picture gripping the pillow in fright, the sweat cold and burrowing into the flesh as the bed grows damp, and the teeth grind more and more despite the gravity of reasons to do otherwise… lonely beyond the path where righteous souls swagger...