i feel like i degrade you, the viewer, not with unkind gestures or
rhythms of unfair turns of phrase… though maybe that last part was more
correct than i would wish it to be, i still try to map out the rest of
the false destinies that have cracked the charade made the more bluish
tint because of discrepancies in my own personal views lurking behind
their motivations, and i must work with this to expand and flesh out
their reality… bringing together all of these concepts of metaphysics
and their interpretation of the human manner, but effort involved in the
work is not all mine, as i reflect from off of my lover as well as her
reflections extracted through the distilling device that is the human
relationship through my distorted perceptions… my voice sometimes feels
too unhinged to speak relevantly on any matter that needs discussing, it
creates repetitive anxiety whether discussion would be for the better
or worse, but that does not eliminate me from the need to describe how i
am feeling nor eliminate the necessity to vocally acknowledge my
responsibility in making others closer to me feel ill at ease
themselves… how absolutely little we are guaranteed to know without
fault or guilt, the seed planted for future generations to build a
totally functional reversal out of a disposable idea of culture, and
trying to grease the wheels of progress for another go at the helm at
the same time… a wrought-iron pin stabbing through the fever-pitch brain
as it melts the eyes in my head, the nerves inside are far too burned
out to be repaired, or so it would seem from the insight out… i do not
doubt that clarity is certain once the pinnacle of so many overlaid
patterns over these many ages is interpreted honestly somehow, but is
the intelligence residing within this plethora of information slowly
making us all more aware?… or is my saintly sanity merely getting the
best of me?…
Thanks, khet.
Thanks, khet.
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