31.12.10

Caught in the holiday crossfire.

so i write this now as the manifest of the rest, relating my points of anguish and exalted stress, to resolve my behaviors for making this the only way it has to be… with the holiday confusion almost swept back under Pandora’s carpet, another year passes on, and we might find ourselves trapped inside another maze at the end… with the dust and the refuse our main allies, the work time fills the ballast pushing the ship down to submerge back into a reality without relent for five days at a time, and perhaps for yet another year… in light of this possible absence of change, and while embarking upon a new year’s quest for resolution, there are many factors to consider before jumping into next round of linear harassments… i am resolute to write every day for a year, or maybe the term ‘blog’ would be more appropriately applied, either way my quest will take me all over the map of my psyche… you will be able “hear” every word of it, as my mind changes throughout the year, and maybe you will have insight into the human condition through this conditional human… it may take me a while to get up to speed, and to have something to say at all, though i do not fear the inevitable charge that this will lead to… as the potential becomes kinetic, and the cesspool calls me from afar to speak for it, maybe it will be the secret of my “suck cess”...

Thanks, khet.