29.6.10
the vastness of space-time...
my eyes feel the filter as it falls on to us to change the world… we
meet each other’s gazes, but wander aimlessly out into the sunlight
together, stranded… as the cold, jarring stain remains… you run into
another one, and feel yourself dragged into that depressed state where
well-being does not seem to be the highest of priorities… the
sensational is where the ignorance lies, born on this earth with that
innocent alien compassion so rare, and twisted by the emotions in this
demon/human animal we call ‘home’… as the innocence fades, the distance
becomes marked by the acquiring of experience, and this is when the
subtle shades change the mindset… that combination of aged wisdom
coupled with amorous inclinations, delving into that softer tissue
anchored with issues, and realizing that there never was a stake to
claim… the ‘already there’ has been back and forth through the trigger
finger explosion, down both barrels, and we are the awake… the humble
evil, that god-mass you may call ‘humanity’, as the crimes grow morals…
like vines surging underneath the humid canopy, we are blazing a trail
of our own through the unkempt natural scenario, and it won’t be with
you or I along if we ever find the destination… humans and the forms of
society are the moral evils plaguing an otherwise adaptable nation of
billions and billions, it is when the system seems so perfect but is
not, that we delude ourselves into thinking that limited adaptation is
key… that we only take up as the gears in this ‘deus ex machina’
organism we wish to become, that is what the system/society wishes for
us, and we have only to forget the innocence to let it be defiant once
and for all… no heroes, only the shallow puddle which the real would
become, and we raise our noses at the murky waters there…